I miss the moments that we have created together. I miss the moments when you made me laugh, everything was so beautiful that time. You made me forgot all the problems that stucked on my mind. I'm happy to see you happy but it just a short event and you have gone from my life forever and ever. I'll never get to meet you again.

7 months. It's a very short period. I still want to create more memories with you but it'll never happen anymore. not-gonna-happen. I wish you still here, by my side, be my friend that I can talk with even I don't know you understand or not but I still told you my problems because I believe that you can understand more than human do. I know this might be sound so childish but I don't care. He's always with me when I'm sad or happy. He don't know what is 'betray' mean.

The moment when you meow-ing asking for you food, the moment when you waited in front of my bedroom door and waiting for me to take you into the bedroom and sleep with me. It's too cute for me and I really can't forget those moments.

I remember, your first name is Youngjae. Yes, Youngjae I said. Know why? because he has a chubby cheeks when he was still a baby but then I changed it to Leo as Youngjae is hard to pronounce. Your favourite food are of course fish and BREAD! Yeha~ he loves to eat bread. Then, I told June about this and she then messaged me:

    

Thanks June. Hurm, that's all I guess. Actually there's still a lot of memories with him but you might feel boring reading that. Oh, btw he's not dead but I lost him. Don't know where he go. huhu.

I'm cried while writing this really.